What can measure the ‘right’ amount, to repeat “it’s not enough”, proving too demanding?
How long does one need to wait until a friendly gesture is extended?
Or perhaps it won’t ever cross their mind?
Why do I always wish for that extra effort? This I know the answer to.
What can detect the eagerness to reach out?
How can I reciprocate when I know I’ve implanted this idea?
Or perhaps it is merely a brainwashed realization?
Why do I have in my mind, this ‘perfect’ ideal? This I know the answer to, and the solution as well.
But I still have to ask, for them to understand my thoughts. If I have spoken of what’s on my heart, no one can say they were unaware of what I’ve felt and if they have the capacity of empathizing, I cannot accuse them for treating me wrong.